stayfaded.

Ever since I was young,ive dreamed of going to California.I did that last year..in fact,lived there 9 months working at Disneyland as an intern.I left in september,vowing to actually move there one day because I fell in love with the golden state..could see myself having a future there.Ive been heavily thinking of moving back come january try finish school get a job in the corporate offices at Disney.I would be starting all over though,from scratch,new job,same friends in cali plus new ones,new places,it would be different then last time because I would actually make a home there.But,I have everything in the world going for me here that I dont know is a good idea to give up..just yet.I have a great job finally not worried about money can save it,have the closest friends ever,and a family that truely gets me through anything.I was thinking of saving all this money til January to move,but why move start over when I can just move somewhere in Texas other then Katy,use all that money to get my shit back together go to a university finish up college and continue living the good life I have.Not saying the California life is a bad option now,and I will still continue to have it as one til I fully figure it out..but California isnt going anywhere.I need to stay in one place,get my shit together for good this time stop moving around.Ill be 24 this year,its already the best year ive ever had,and I need to follow up with even better things for next year.Time to make big moves,whether its in California or Texas.I just dont think its a good idea to start all over at the moment,when I need to continue to better myself here til I get a solid foundation going.I will move to California sometime in my life,I swear.Thats my fantasy that will turn to reality.Sometimes you gotta wake up though and realize whats most important and the steps you must take to get there.Texas has things for me right now,that I just cant bear to lose..the thought of starting all over when im finally doing good for myself scares me.I must continue figure out whats best for my future,no matter the place.

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